Currently Listening Melt By Rascal Flatts see related

hey everyone....i know that it has been a while so i thought that i would let yall know whats goin on in my life...im getting a CAR!! yes thats right i am ...all by myself..... i cant wait to get it...school is school...nothing new with that...im not in a relationship or anything like that...im not really ready for all that yet...maybe some day...i had someone in mind but that didnt work out...we were best friends...not anymore...ummm my mom is goin to college!! im so happy for her...its goin to be great for her...in case u guys didnt know what was goin on...she has been living in a shelter for like 4 months...she's getting her life together and she's doin great....my aunt jennifer is still critical condition...its so painful to think about..but i know that she's goin to be ok...umm...im still wondering about how everythings going to work out...i thought that i had everything all figured out with him and then things changed...life is something else thats for sure...i dont care to get into that though...i think that life is goin to be great once i get out of the rut that im in...please just remember me in ur prayers...i need all the strength i can get after what im about to do...thanks for reading this...laterrrr Stefanie

hey guys its me...just thought that i would update since it has been a few days! things are going great...i have wonderful friends, a great boyfriend and i love my major..it may be stressful but i know that i am going to make it thru this....so how are u????? let me know...and JENNIFER ELISE STOTHART u need to call me sometime!! I miss you guys....leave me comments ...

                                                       Stefanie

Currently Listening All the Right Reasons By Nickelback see related

So..its just me again...its ok though..i need to learn how to be alone again. Its so wierd.I do know this much if I had to repeat the last year and 7 months ..I wouldnt. It hurt like hell every step of the way. its aight though..I'll make it. just pray.

Currently Listening Chris Brown By Chris Brown run it remix see related

Hey guys! Life is perfect! Things could not be better...for the first time in a REALLY long time I am happy and its TRUE happiness...I love Michael more than anyone is this world! I cant believe that I have to leave him today...it makes me sad but then I get to talk to him tonight so thats wonderful! Right now I am sitting in the apt. thinking about the summer and how much I have changed and how life is never certain...and u know what I am ok with that now...this year my goal is to stop planning life and just take it for what it is and run with it....There isnt anything that I can plan that GOD cant change so why plan for the future when I should be living in the present?

 This is for my Michael... I love you with all my heart..I have NEVER in my life felt so close to someone who wasnt afraid to be with me because of what others may or may not think of me! Ok well I gotta go..I love you and I miss u already and u have only been gone for about 3 and a half hours!